I had sex in April for the first time, we used a condom but not for oral didn’t know I had to I got really sick a month after nausea chronic diarrhea for about a month a got a bad rash on my back and it got me worried maybe I got something so I went it got tested to find out I was negative but postive for clay media I got treated for it with 4 easy pills but my mind started running wild and I couldn’t sleep eat talk to my friends or family with out stressing that I may be carrying the virse got so bad that I would try to kill myself every night I thought about it and the fear of even having it , so I got a test done on May 12 came out nagtive again went back June 20th came back negative but knowing it takes 3 months to be 100%sure I went back again July 21 came out negative can I put my mind to rest and stop worrying but it also says it can also take up to 6 months this were I get more mad and worried cause I think I’m finally free to move on then I see that should I do another test just to be sure and why did I have hiv symptoms but don’t have the virse that’s also what scares me cause what if I do and it’s just taking more then 3 months to show in my blood should I do another one this ending August or wait till October and when is the window period 100% over and accurate three months for six months really wanna stop living in fear everyday and going in and out of doctors office feeling even worse hopeless ,also how did I have an sti even though I used a condom and can you get hiv even when using a condom ? Please help